Leelad999's Blog

I would feel like a hypocrite if I sat here and said “I left because of all the mean users” because the fact is, I was very, very mean to Sebastian. I know his history on the forum and I still believe my post was completely truthful but my reputation has been ripped to shreds by that one rush of blood- yes I do care about my reputation on the Forums, reputation and popularity are different in my eyes as long as people think and remember me as a good user and a good laugh then I’m happy. Theres nothing I can do about it now, I pressed the post button, at first lots of people were chatting to me and saying things like “Well done, I agree with you.” But now, ever since a few “well known” users said things like “thats mean” and shit like that all of my support is gone. No one is standing up for me like they were when I first posted that, just because of the popular people. Its not Sebastian who has made me leave it is a lot of things, that post was really all of my rage that I have contained in MCCP just pouring out of me,I was actually very surprised at the support I got through people and I thought that everyone would back me up, but no, once again the flock followed and once again the unknown user is left with nothing.

Is my leave permanent? Definetaly not. I may be back sooner than you think, but I will be gone for at least a fortnight.  this is something I just have to do. When I return it may just to be to say an offical goodbye or it may be to stay for a while. Who knows? But right know I really could do without MCCP in my life.